Well time for an update almost a month. It been good and getting better reflecting from the past it seriously have gone up to a better standard all because I know that the problem is me. I have changed. Some people realise it but some don't. It always good to know where the problems lies that where u know what solution to apply, if not how are u going to know what solution to apply when u dun even know where does the problem lies?

It been a good year relfecting on jan, I have come a long way signing up from bs classes to bs classes I have know a lots of good friends we met during bs class and we make endless friendship and bonding. Bs have never been so fun to me but this year is exceptional It make me wanna sign up for more bs classes! It even inspire me to give bs, I have never done it before but because of what bro darren said: "it better to give then to recevive, it only when u give u will get more revelation!"

From there I realise that it not about getting the answer and filling the blanks it more than all these! It abouting having a personal encounter and experience with Him every single bs lesson. Last week Pst casey treat came and preach about our spiritual core strength how should we go about building it up and why is it important, The message was not new to me because it was God who been speaking to me about this.

We should take the initiative to pray and read the word of God every single day of our life! I feel very offended when my cgl asked us to read 3 book in the bible as it reaching the end of the year my thoughts was like what? u dun even need to do this the members themselves should take ownership to read the word of God NO MATTER HOW BUSY THEY ARE! I feel that the members should really take ownership of their own spiritual life it not about the leader but it about YOU! Is God in your subject and timetable do u plan according to God or ur friends or ur work?

When it comes to spiritual life I believe that u got to make the first move it like in a relationship if u like the gal u should approach her. Same as spiritual life if u want more of God pray and read the bible and seek Him with all of your heart and you will find Him. God won't show up unless you seek Him! I am relieved as i share it out how i feel.

Anyway moving on other than bs class i wanna thank God that I am able to attend a wsq course on performing warehouse opearation today is the exam I pray that i will be able to excel and get the cert. =) It been such a good year my dreams are unfolding as for guitar, I learn alot this year from jon just wanna say a big thank you jon. =)

That all will be updating soon tata. =)